Deadline, stress omfg

I´ve been so stressed, I have to finish the artwork to the secret santa thing but I am sick >_< suck bad, no honestly I do not have time for it and the character they gave me is very difficult. Oh well I will make the best off it.

Atlantica aka shithole

I have been around for a long time if you count online time, and I´ve played many online games and get to know many people. My own guild that I made and paid for contains spanish people, one japanese and some english people and we game for fun and leave everybody alone.

BUT some assholes on this game act as spoiled brats and do not help anybody. My friend which is in another guild said that they are nice, but I´ve seen how mean these people can be. Ask for help on local chat or peers and get a foot in your ass. Funny enough , I was reported by a certain somebody , for harassing. I was joking with him and he became sad and reported my ass. People have been 100 times ruder to me and not even got a slap on the hand even that I reported them.

Sad thing I found out was that my guild talks spanish when I am away, even that my rules are : english only. Kinda shitty.

I am going to gather enough edvidance and give it to the admins and demand that they fix this asshole-ness on Atlantica, because people do not need another asshle game like silkroad online.

Facebook is like Highschool

You walk into this new place called Facebook, new and fresh you start to figure out where to post my photo, where do I add my profile. After some weeks you have figured out that and how to add people.

I was never popular in school, I had about 20 people that hanged with me and was my type of people, but as facebook I have 43 people who added me, and 3 who talks to me. Just like school, 3 talks to me the rest ignores me and then blames it on me not talking to them.

Unless you have giant breast or is from asia, forget that anybody will talk to you. Unless you are famous at some other site nobody will add you or care that you live. As highschool we have the cheerleaders, Jocks and nerds. I am the nerd by the way, lonely and odd that eats lunch by myself. Is life not grand? I have understood either I need to lose 33 pounds , get giant breast and become an asian to be noticed. Wow well.. thats great.

Homework and life

I am that sort of person that finds homework fun sometimes, unless the questions in the homework is so badly asked that I sit hours trying to figure out what the hell the teacher is trying to ask, often she asks the same question just re-phrase it, how sad.

My fiancé is quite a funny fellow, he does not know how females function and never will, when we say : show some more effort. It means to him : Talk more about nothing at all.. meaning he does what he always does but talks about it. Guess nobody can be a mind reader huh?

Christmas is it good?

I´ve lived a short life, 24 years is hardly anything to get to know things. But I do know this, christmas is not a fun holiday. Many people kill themselves many get so high up in depts that they can´t afford anything from January to March.

Oh people stress, yeah I was out in the Christmas rush even that I do not celebrate it , I respect it. But people will die a early death if they do not slow down, have nobody told you running does not make things go faster. And what joy? Spoiled kids and teens get a jar of cookies from grandmother and they just smile with that fake happiness and later trow it in the garbage. Yeah christmas is great , also we whom do not celebrate this holiday get bombarded with Christian songs and Jesus, sure it is your holiday but do you have to force everybody to celebrate it? Let me give you some advice, put aside that Jesus was born on this day, put aside all the gifts and food. What is christmas? This might sound as a Hollywood thing to say, but Christmas is about the family, but the truth is.. it is not!

I would be ashame to call myself a member of the human race, but Christmas brings out the worst in us not the best. Also when a Asian person says: we do not celebrate it. Do not gasp for air and wonder why, guess what some people do not celebrate it, end of that.

School is harder then work.

I have tried to make many people understand that school can be as hard as work, well some work. My mom and my friends that work find themselves more important and more busy then me. This goes for people on University´s to. I mad a bad choice when I was younger, I attended a art colleges and that did not leed to anything because I do not draw good enough.

Ok back to the subject, some work at Burgerking which is hard work serving people food and almost getting no lunch yourself. but by saying that reading 400 pages and writing testes all day is not hard, it´s mentally hard maybe not physically, so do not look down on me. Also do not look down on me for going college again to learn a real work, I have a diploma I just want some good credits so I can get a better work.

Allow me to swear, but shut the fuck up with your worker attitude and your : I am to busy to even send a sms to you saying that I am fine, or to even answer my sms, I am happy you are proud to make own money but waving it around may come off as arrogant money-bitch.

” I do not watch anime anymore because I have no time, oh videogames sorry I have to much to do..” thats very funny, mom mom have been working sense she was 17 and never stopped, she works as healthcare and that´s hard work, she has time to make shop, do taxes, talk to me and watch tv 2 hours a day. And she works from 7 -9 , yeah she has one day she is free, so do not come with your : I work in Burgerking , store or other place saying you do not have time, you just plan it badly.

I have school almost everyday from 8-8 yeah my school is nightime also, I read about 200 pages a day, I still have time to play online games, be with friends and clean my home and other stuff. I make time and plan my week, it might sound hard but if you do this you might not lose friends.

Honestly I am maybe just to effective, so is my mom. But if you work you ass off at 24 you will end up with a body as an 80 year old when your 40. Just some advice.

Videogames allow people to hate it.

As many know I play videogames, pc games and even cellphone games ( rarely).

To my knowledge so does many people, and they think it´s fun. See this as a rant, but I am so sick of people saying videogames are for kids, yeah that´s why some have +16 in age limit and others 18+. In parents view games are for kids 6 – 18 , and nobody above 18 should game, then they are immature. This is something you hear from people that is older then 30 or simply does not like videogames. I allow people to hate videogames, I can never get a decent answer after my question do, why do you hate videogames?

Example one:

” In my days we use to be working in your age, then having fun at weekends by going dancing and talking, not over chat windows pressing a plastic remote so hard that it might break. We did not have alias such as : candystick88 or Hotbabegamer99 , we use to say hi my name is : *****” - Thanks mom for the example, she does say like this all the time.

Example two:

” I have better stuff to do then watch some under dressed male hero bash some monsters over the head with a over-sized sword, I rather watch a good movie and play some world of warcraft.” – Thanks a buddies girlfriend for this example, she does play pc related games but think Videogames are a waste of time and boring, I find that hypocritical because the only difference is that you are online.

Also gamers, if somebody does not like your favorite game, do not start a war over it. Some hate WOW some hate Tekken, some hate Legend of Zelda, allow them to. Also allow them to say why they dislike it, maybe you can make them like it? The clues are in their answer why they hate it, most is because they have very little knowledge about the game.I dislike WOW because it ruins people´s lifes, it´s to colorful and Wacraft 3 was a better game because of the style not the characters, I know they are in WOW I do not care.

Also, people if somebody thinks a fictional character is hot, allow them to. Stop saying : OMFG it´s not real! How can you be in-love? Then I ask you , how can you be in-love with a movie star that will never care that you exist? It is just love, do not look down on it.

Naruto is not ninjas

Ok most of you Naruto lovers will hate me for saying this: Naruto is not a real ninja / shinobi!

Why, here is why:

Far far ago in a land called Japan, Shinbo´s existed , they where samurai´s with assasian methods. They dressed as a samurai , acted like one but just killed in without anybody seeing them. If you where a shinobi and they found out, you where as good as dead and so was your family. Ninja is a Hollywood word made up by some Americans, Ninja sounds as the word Ninjin ( Carrott) more then shinobi, these days Japanese use the word to because nobody knows what the hell is a Shinobi.

Naruto, is not a samurai he does not kill people like a Shinobi, he is a fictional shinobi and made to look more interesting. He has way to colorful clothes and would be spotted a mile away, he makes to many noises and would be heard even further away. Also , the 9 tail fox thing , its a old mytholical creature and the creator of Naruto did not make it up. Sasuke is a name of a famous Shinobi , but nobody knew if he was real. Sadly Naruto fans does  not know how a Shinobi looks like

nor never will they -_-

This is not how a Shinobi looks like:

Do some proper research , ok? Inage from : http://mjranum-stock.deviantart.com/art/Shinobi-J-1-77206713